and I never really liked them. But listening to them made me think of you. I lay outstretched in my dad's boat, singing random songs my voice is too low and reedy to be any good, but I did anyway because the only other people there were some punks on a road trip some old people in a shitty yellow boat a few kayakers --and us. So it didn't matter. I miss you, I sang. You do something to me that I can't explain. I wanted more than anything for you to be with me. I wanted to slide my hands in your back pockets the way I always do, wanted to kiss you slow forever. I wasn't lying when I said I loved your lips. I could just fucking sit with my mouth on yours and your hot breath in my sinuses .and.die. I slept as hard as I could rolled my eyes back so far in my head it hurt to breathe but I could not. stop. thinking. about you, babe. Let's start a fucking rock band and get it over with.
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