but i want you to drop everything and come to the ocean with me both of you need to understand that neither of you are going anywhere anytime soon. you have to be away and feel how fucking empty it is without hand rubs without the playhouse without your skinny brown and white limbs perfectly entwined. only then can you okay, i.m crying only then can you see how much this is meant to be. how much you are meant to be together. i have spent the past eight months and twenty-one days marinating in this fact but i don.t want your sympathy. i want you to wake up and realize that sometimes you have to turn your back on love and suck on cigarettes as hard as you can until you realize that lips are warmer and not quite as deadly SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO SET FREE WHAT YOU LOVE JUST TO BRING IT BACK trust me i know.
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