i got stoned today with danielle and rick and all these crazy boys huffing dust-off. it was weird and we walked a LOT but whatever. it was sort of fun. i told danielle she looks pretty when her eyes are fucked up. she just giggled.

i went to the library yesterday and checked out a book on marijuana facts and myths--quite interesting, it refutes all the propaganda on tv and shit about it--and 1984, which i am thoroughly enjoying.

emily came out to her mom and alyssa today. her mom doesn't give a shit. i think my mom knows, but i don't really feel like talking about it with her.

this summer i'm going to boston to go to the democratic national convention. i get to meet kerry.

then next year i'm going to to go san jose city college for one semester, graduate early, and then go back to spain for a month. for three weeks i'll stay in jose's apartment complex and he'll show me around malaga and maybe take me back to granada. we're going to club like crazy fools. then for the last week i'm going to mallorca to stay with alex, the hot 40-year-old self-made millionaire with the sexy new zealand accent. he bought me dinner when we were in spain and he's really sexy. i want to get him drunk and rape him. which is a fairly big compliment...he's gotta be pretty damn attractive for a dyke to want him.

i'm not attracted to many boys. the only boys i would have sex with are johnny depp, franco, stoner brandon, and this boy in my spanish class, dan.

actually, i would probably have sex with john cameron mitchell, but he's gay. that sucks.

the indie rock ball is on friday and i need a really cute something to wear so i can look hot for my girlfriend. then on saturday i'm going to the beach with realiana and andrea to get drunk and smoke cigarettes, and on sunday i'm hanging out with my grandma.

my grandma rules. i'm still stoned.