my little brother took his trumpet and filled the bathtub with two inches of water and left it there sometimes at night i hear him crying i wonder if it made him any happier to see that four thousand dollar piece of shit rusting when i was holding his guitar i forgot every chord i ever knew even the power chords i couldn.t remember which strings were which or what the little white dots meant or nothing and he was shaking and i was kind of dizzy because here i was numb and backwards and small and fetalfatuf39ck& awkwardly running my little brown hands all over where his little brown hands go when he feels like kissing her except/especially now because they.re looking right at each other and i.m looking at the wall and wishing i had eyes in the back of my head i came from a warm uterus /d e&&c ember never left me
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