[i just want you to come over &brush my hair and massage my uterus] the lunch lady adjusts her beat up forty-niners caplicks her big purple lips "i hope your day gets better, sweetie"the dogs of war drag theirbig slippery tongues all overmy father.s scalpeli want to make an incision six by four [i have to keep kissing your eyes so you won.t see] and pull out my ovariesand cut off my clitand humanely remove the top joint of my pinky fingerlike the cowboys &indiansand put my little hands in the hot bloodand fingerpaintpictures of my motherwith needles in her chest and face [i can.t let you see how scared i am baby please] [she was telling me the other day how she can.t afford to be scared anymore she reads the obituaries three times and counts to four on her brown calloused fingers &sighs &says i am the color of her cappuccino]today they are pulling down her pantsand taking pretty pictures of her fat plump heartbefore they hook her upand pump her full of electricityto kill the ugly partsand when they pick &pull with their long thin fingers at her scar tissue i wonder if she will still be sad & peevishwhen she watches the news atfive and gets upset when i come in soaking wet andwhat does your soul look like
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